+ Melbourne, Australia
- Motherfucking weeaboo.
+ ♔ Primadonna Princess ♔
+ I LIKE GAY PRETTY BOYS, got a problem with that?
♥ FT Island & 오원빈
♡ I ship gyaru models (L)
(DISCLAIMER: I do not own most of the FT Island stuff I reblog/post unless stated)
Watched Catching Fire and spent hours having deep conversations over mexican food with the boyfriend today. He’s a huge fan of the HungerGames series and I didn’t know he was actually supposed to attend the midnight screening event with friends but skipped it to spend time with me instead (dawwh).
Its nice seeing you get comfortable enough overtime to introduce me to your friends or just talk to me more about where you’re from and stuff.
my full name translates to “light of the universe” btw
You can bring your girlfriends over, have sex in the bedroom, smoke pot with your mates whilst Im still here etc I can’t have my boyfriend over with GIRL friend before I leave overseas without knowing when I’ll be back by…
Fuck your double standards, at least he’s more stable than this family ever will be.
Today I had fun cruising for hoouuuurs with Ash. I finally met his 6 week old german shephard “puppies” who wouldn’t stop eating me out or dry humping my legs lmao.
That being said, I hurt Jasper by telling him about my day and I’m pretty sure this has happened more than once.
" I just hate knowing that you’re somewhere else with other people doing things that I can’t do with you…especially when you descibe them so amazingly"
" I can’t go to these shisha bars with you, I can’t see you all the time, I can’t take you on long romantic drives… I’m so dull"
Tbh its sad cause I’m also always thinking about how nice it’d be to be with him whenever I’m out chilling or doing something I enjoy. Infact you’re pretty much all I talk about even when I’m supposed to be spending quality time with people and I’m sure they’re sick of it.
Distance is a bitch and I miss you heaps.
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Spent last night having semi-fancy dinner with Jasper instead of attending my highschool graduation. It was my first time seeing him dressed up nicely with a tie and all (irl) so I couldn’t stop smiling haha
Tbh, I don’t regret it a single bit. I’ve never looked forward to school related stuff yet alone graduation… it’s not like my family were going to attend plus I don’t really see it as an accomplishment. Everyone receives a dumb certificate at the end of the day regardless of whether they’ve worked hard or not. Now people are cut at me for not going to something “mandatory” and assuming that my boyfriend was the reason I didn’t want to go.
Firstly, if we graduated this time last year no one would’ve given a damn if I showed up or not. No one really cared about my existence until pretty much this year. I wasn’t planning on attending whether I was spending the night with my boyfriend or not.
Secondly, of course I’m gonna choose to ‘celebrate’ and spend time with a person that makes me truly happy than sit around with people I secretly dislike and pretend I’m gonna miss them and the type of environment we were in.
Anyways, our year12 formal is more than enough.
To the person who wastes his time over a girl he’s never met before.
Today I saw him for the first time in four weeks. 7 hrs was no where near enough. I just miss you too much it hurts.
I can just point to random things and ask about the mechanics, origin etc behind it and he would always try his best to explain. Last night he rambled on about the amount of atoms in space and all this other astronomy shit he was fascinated by. I had no idea what he was on about but it was nice.
He’s been acting all weird lately and conveniently two days before Eng exam, he brought up the “maybe it would be better if we were just friends” talk. Not gonna lie it really upset me and though neither of us has made a decision yet, he keeps hinting me something will happen with the course of how hes feeling lately. Hearing his voice so broken and down over the phone really hurts and he doesnt believe Ill be able to cope with his “change”; I wouldnt step into a relationship otherwise.
Anyways, the night before Eng exam was living hell. I was hella anxious and to make things even worse, I hadnt written a single prac essay since god knows when. So I stayed up late writing 3 pieces and couldnt sleep till 4.30am. Felt so relieved after the exam though, it was heaps easier than expected (esp for someone who left it till last minute).
I never seem to learn my lesson hahaha
I feel prepped for psych tomorrow but I dont wanna get my hopes up. If god wills it, Ill be fine.
Night world xx